Saturday, May 24, 2008

I am not doing that again!

Finally back in to report, and thanks for all the prayers and happy thoughts! It must have worked, because I didn't freak out! Still waiting on the results, of course, but at least it's over. And they didn't have any music either. :o(

The whole thing was quicker than they told me it would be, but of course it seemed to last FOREVER! And I'm a little worried about that.

When I first got there, they asked if I was claustrophobic. A little, I said (liar!). So did I take anything, they asked? Nope. (I didn't have anyone to drive me home) I was hoping they had music to listen to. But not at this hospital! So I just sat and waited, but not for long. So they got me in and then the tech (I think they told her I was a little anxious - ha!) told me that she would do the regular films, then the contrast, and the whole thing would take about 45 minutes. I didn't have to put on the lovely gown, so that was good. Then I just got to lie down on the bench and slide into the tube. NOT FUN!

She did offer earplugs, but it was still noisy. And I swear there's a law somewhere that anytime you have to stay still or can't use your hands, you *immediately* develop a mysterious itch somewhere you can't touch. That wasn't too bad, it was kind of funny, it was so predictable. Except that the itch reminded me that even if I was allowed to move, I couldn't because my arms were pinned to my sides and I WAS STUCK IN A TUBE!

Honestly the only thing that kept me sane (besides the good vibes available here!) was putting a personal playlist of hymns inside my brain while I was lying there. I went through some gospel/bluegrass songs, and my high school's version of the Battle Hymn of the Republic, and was ready to start on the Hallelujah chorus, when Hallelujah! She told me I was done.

Now my main concern (except for the results, of course) is that I'll have to go back and do the contrast films later. If I do, I am TOTALLY taking some Valium first. My husband can take off the time from work and drive me home. I absolutely cannot do that again without some drugs.

So thanks for all the help. I came home just wiped out still and stayed unhappy for hours. I am SOOOO glad it's over!

4 comments:

VictoriaPL said...

Hi Cindy, I'm glad one part is over for you. Do you like poetry? Maybe a favorite poem to recite when you're nervous. Or if you get really desperate, the alphabets or president's names... anything to distract you. No music, really? I wonder if they would let you bring a portable "boom box" - boy that word is so '80s... I'm sending you all my happy thoughts and best prayers.

Stacy said...

Wow, I would not have lasted. I would have gone into panic mode just because I couldn't move. If you have to go back, definately take something and I'm sure one of us here would be available to drive you home if your husband isn't :)

CarrieLu and Madi too said...

Those blasted MRI's are a pain, although I'm thankful to have that technology available. I'm glad that's over with for you. Hopefully you won't have to do the contrast. Keep us posted on the results.

Cindy B said...

Thanks for the support everyone! I'm hoping to get the results tomorrow.